me: *aggressively drinks water to get rid of all of my problems*
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Getting back into restricting is honestly the best feeling in the world. It makes you feel like you FINALLY have control over yourself again.
The less I eat, the more I lose
The more I lose, the thinner I get
The thinner I get, the more I accept myself
The more I accept myself, the happier I’ll be
me: wow im hungry maybe i’ll eat
literally anyone else: *doesn’t eat*
me: oh shit if they’re not eating i guess i can’t
kinndaaa excited because in two weeks i get my wisdom teeth out which means i prob won’t have an appetite + i’ll have an excuse not to eat for awhile
me to me: it’s ok to eat 1200 cals bc you burn between 2,500 and 4,000 cals everyday
my stupid shit ed brain: eat less burn faster weigh less way faster
me: u got a point
being a fat girl with an eating disorder is wild because regardless of what or how I eat I’m always going to be upset with myself
how do you say “hey mom i don’t want to get out of the bed in the mornings anymore and i have a breakdown anytime i eat more than 800 calories in a day” without making her cry lol
Teacher: “Food. We eat it everyday.”
Me: oooh that’s a bold assumption you just made
